down.

sometimes in life, the ones you thought that would never let you down are the ones that do. and the ones you expect to let you down, are the ones that don't. the ones that mean the most to me, are the ones that i don't know what to expect from. because even though everything appears fine from the outside, behind closed doors it's a whole different matter. what am i supposed to do now? when all i hear and see are as unpleasant as i can handle?

- r