i don't believe things last, i believe people grow comfortable and accustomed to situations; reluctant to leave because they hate the idea of change, difference and making it by themselves- love, dependence or just attachment? descriptions are irrelevant. different words, different connotations- essentially they're the same, it's all about perspective.
don't get me wrong though, i do believe friendships last but when you think about it a lot of them last because they're convenient. friendships have less obligations and consequences and much more freedom than relationships. i'm not trying to be negative, just realistic- that's why you find you're sometimes closer to some than others. don't get me wrong though, that's not to say friendships are selfish- i love my friends to death, i really do and i know they understand what i mean. as for those who don't, and take this offensively- grow up please, you are no high-schooler (unless you really are). stop trying to be in everyone's good books, it just shows how easy it is to get into yours and everyone loves a bit of a chase.
- jae.
Saturday, January 22, 2011
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
simple.
i want life to be simple.
not have all these difficulties and complications. life would be so easy without them, and i wouldn't have to cry about things that may not happen for a long long while. but what else can i do? it's like i'm just waiting for the inevitable. planning on what i will do. when it will happen. who will know first. where will i put everything. just thinking about it, makes me upset. life is too short to worry. but i guess i'm the worrying type. i don't really like not knowing what's going to happen on the next page of a book. i'm the type of person that doesn't really mind when somebody spoils the movie for me, at least i'll know what to expect. no surprises there. but i guess life isn't like a movie. it barely is for anyone. i wish it was though. things would be so much easier. and someone could tell me what was going to happen in a few years from now. i can prepare myself, for the best and the worst. and i can get everything out of the way. but while i wait for the movie spoiler, i'll just sit here and dwell on all the possibilities of something fucking up.
- r
not have all these difficulties and complications. life would be so easy without them, and i wouldn't have to cry about things that may not happen for a long long while. but what else can i do? it's like i'm just waiting for the inevitable. planning on what i will do. when it will happen. who will know first. where will i put everything. just thinking about it, makes me upset. life is too short to worry. but i guess i'm the worrying type. i don't really like not knowing what's going to happen on the next page of a book. i'm the type of person that doesn't really mind when somebody spoils the movie for me, at least i'll know what to expect. no surprises there. but i guess life isn't like a movie. it barely is for anyone. i wish it was though. things would be so much easier. and someone could tell me what was going to happen in a few years from now. i can prepare myself, for the best and the worst. and i can get everything out of the way. but while i wait for the movie spoiler, i'll just sit here and dwell on all the possibilities of something fucking up.
- r
Thursday, January 6, 2011
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