novelty.

my life is like a book, a collection of short stories.
every chapter written by someone else,
but the book in it's entirety is edited by me.
each story is written by it's author,
but it's inclusion in the book is decided by me.
sometimes there's unexpected twists,
sometimes there's abrupt endings,
sometimes there's mysterious endings,
sometimes a chapter leaves you thinking "why did i bother?".
to some, my life is comfortable and fascinating,
to others, drab and boring. i agree with both.
i'm comfortable with the people who surround me
and fascinated at how amazing each one of them are,
but i'm bored of this book as everyday becomes increasingly predictable.
sometimes i wish i could be like alice and escape to wonderland.
i'm slowly getting closer to the end of my book,
whether i'm two chapters away or twenty, who knows -
i just want a happy ending, will you write it for me?

- jae.