heartbroken.

Monday the 22nd March, 2010.
This will be remembered as one of the crappiest days of my life.
Firstly, my trainer wasn't in yet when I went to the gym ):
Then I thought about whether or not I should go to uni,
as I only have a one hour lecture on Mondays,
but I figured I may as well go since I had to be at Applecross later in the day to close my mama's shop.
BIG mistake.
As I left uni I started hearing thunder.
For some strange reason the sound of thunder scares the crap outta me :/
Just last year I slept in bed with my mum 'cause it was thundering.
ANYWHO, on my way to the shop it started to hail.
It got heavier and heavier, as I got closer to pissing my pants.
By this point I was driving at around 2km/h
and then CRACKK, my windscreen cracks T_T
so I shit myself and turn into an empty lot, not noticing the driveway ended about 5m in 'cause it was raining so hard.
Then I get bogged, out in the open, hail pelting my baby hard.
I start crying and shaking uncontrollably.
YES I CRIED MOFOS, I'm pretty sure yous would too if your baby just got cracked in the face
and you were sitting there, knowing that once your baby gives in
you'd be next.
On top of that, OPTUS BLOCKED MY PHONE, ARSEHOLES.
It is now 7:45pm, I don't want to eat and I've been drenched for the past four hours.
The sound of running water, calling me to it's warmth.
My bottle of Cienna, waiting to send me to sleep.
I need a hug ): hopefully tomorrow will be better.

- jae.