clueless..

you haven't the slightest what you've done to me, do you? it's not that i can't explain it, it's because i don't want to- the busier i am, the more reason to ignore how i feel about you. the more important everything else is, the less important you will be- right? right. no questions. who am i kidding.. i've tried pretending, i've tried not caring, i've even taken up another job and deprived myself of even more sleep. you know me, you know what makes me happy and you know how to make me smile without even trying. i give in- as long as you're on the other end of that ten digit combination, i don't care about anything else. it's sad how we're so good together- through good, bad or strange- as mates.. it's cruel how incredible you are and unfair how this has turned out. this really is a bitter-sweet ending, isn't it..

- jae.