simple.

i want life to be simple.
not have all these difficulties and complications. life would be so easy without them, and i wouldn't have to cry about things that may not happen for a long long while. but what else can i do? it's like i'm just waiting for the inevitable. planning on what i will do. when it will happen. who will know first. where will i put everything. just thinking about it, makes me upset. life is too short to worry. but i guess i'm the worrying type. i don't really like not knowing what's going to happen on the next page of a book. i'm the type of person that doesn't really mind when somebody spoils the movie for me, at least i'll know what to expect. no surprises there. but i guess life isn't like a movie. it barely is for anyone. i wish it was though. things would be so much easier. and someone could tell me what was going to happen in a few years from now. i can prepare myself, for the best and the worst. and i can get everything out of the way. but while i wait for the movie spoiler, i'll just sit here and dwell on all the possibilities of something fucking up.

- r