push.

and on the way home i cried to depressing songs.
i was afraid i was gonna hit something hey :/
just like in the movies, when the girl is driving away from heartbreak and she's like sobbing her eyes out. then BAM she gets hit by a truck or some shit. i didn't want that to be me, but the chances were pretty high. coz my nose is still runny :(

sometimes i think that it just wasn't meant to be. two completely different worlds colliding? is it really a good idea? i don't know if opposites actually attract. and i don't know if i'm ever meant to be with anyone at all. i need to grow up. before i push this too far.

- r