you.

say all these words. test my emotions. in the end i'm still the one who's left with that sinking feeling. i don't care if you think it's stupid, because that's how i am. you wouldn't understand that though. because you don't know me. and now i feel like i don't want to know you. it's probably me being insecure, childish, or being just a plain sook. but you know, why do that when i would never do that to you?
it's because of all of these things i've become who i am today. find me about two years prior to this and i wouldn't have been that girl that stands there and analyzes everything you do and say. because back then i believed everyone was a good person. i clearly stand corrected. it's people like you that make me insecure. it's people like you that i can't trust. it's people like you that i don't want to be around..

- r