doodoo.

it was fun while it lasted but i think i'm gonna call it quits. you're no good for me, i didn't think i'd let it get to me this much. it started off as something physical but turned into something more. i lose my composure when you're around, you somehow get the best of me and i do things i regret in the morning.
together, we're sickeningly adorable. i become so child-like and naive, needing your constant attention and content with nothing else. to my pleasure, you give in to my childish demands, let down your douche-bag exterior and reveal someone i wasn't expecting to find.
apart, we could start our own soap opera. when the doors open, our walls come back up. my hot-headedness gets ahead of me and you have to bear the grunt. your douche-bag exterior doesn't help with my insecurities and neither do those stupid little girls chasing you around.
we're both too proud and egotistical, there is no middle-ground and neither of us are going to change. i don't want you to be just another chapter in my life, i don't want another messed-up story to start just so it can end because i know it will, so i won't let it.
it turns out this was more than a mere obsession but don't get me wrong, walking away from this now couldn't be any easier.

- jae.