idiot.

is it a bad sign that i'm questioning our friendship? or is it just a phase i'm going through? i really hope it's a phase because if it's not i'm going to lose someone that means too much to me, and someone i've been through way too much with. i guess i've just been bitchy and grumpy lately. sorry everybody. but something is seriously going on in this brain of mine. and my nice side is definitely losing the battle :(

i really don't want to throw the relationship we have away. but you're really making it hard for me. dickhead. yeah, that's what you are to me right now. and i hope you get hurt again, just so you learn. and you come running back for help and find no one will be there to help you piece everything back together. have fun (y)

- r