grow.

whatever you think. it's probably not true. i want to get over this, and know that things are better. they don't need to be "good", ever. too much has been said and heard and frankly if you don't like what you hear, you should actually put it aside and ask. i don't bite, unless i'm drunk (sorry sago and mervyn!). you may not like me, and that's your choice. just don't go thinking that i feel the same. because i am not you. think for yourself. it helps.

- r

weekend.

so this is what my weekend has come to. no metros. no drinking. no dancing. no skanking. still less sleep. and still a runny nose. sigh. i'm so ave. i feel so lonely. i'm just gonna chill at home and watch world cup final on my own, with this shit asshole motherfucking rain pouring down. fuck i hate winter!

- r