it’s strange, i’ve been different lately, i’m not too sure why either. i’ve been coping pretty well without you and i’m handling it a lot better than i, or anyone else, thought i would’ve. maybe i’m a lot stronger than i thought i was (: or maybe i just think i am. who knows, as long as i’m not breaking out in tears at the mention of your name, who really cares, right?
i really don’t know what it is. i feel.. content? happy but not entirely, there’s something missing. maybe it’s because my life is too comfortable. to my family, i’m like fragile porcelain doll; they take care of me, while letting me be, constantly watching, keeping a smile on my face, decorating me like an ornament, oblivious to the fact that i’m completely hollow inside. then again, maybe i’m just thinking too much, maybe i’m just looking for reasons not to be happy. oops, there i go again, thinking. i should stop.
- jae.
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