S.O.S.

it's getting harder and harder to be strong everyday, maybe it's finally time to give in. let's face it, people are constantly growing and changing as are the situations in which you find them. rules become outdated as new strategies emerge. i need to stop thinking that i don't need people, that i can do everything myself, that people just pretend to care. i just need to stop, take a step back and look at the bigger picture. i'm reaching my breaking point and i'm afraid it's already starting to crack. i think i'm afraid, afraid that when it does finally break i won't be able to fix it but i'm also afraid of letting someone in to help me. what if i open the door and nobody's there? how do you break an eighteen year old habbit? sometimes, even the superhuman needs a superhero.

- jae.