indifferent.

wow, i'm a bigger bitch than i thought i was, it comes so naturally too. this entire time i made myself out to be one being played, like i was the victim. i did think it was a big strange i handled our little mishap so well though. here, i thought i was just tank like that :/ maybe it was the chase that kept me around, your stubbornness to give in. until now. so now you want to pick up where we left off. that's great, right? why am i so unsure? i should be happy, i shouldn't be thinking twice about it but i am and the stranger thing is, it couldn't phase me any less. is this indifference just a front? maybe i'm hesitating to let you in or maybe i'm just that over it that i don't care anymore. either way, the old jae is back and she's not planning on going anywhere. if you wanna get past her, you're gonna have to step your game up. you got competition this time around.

- jae.