reciprocal.

why is it that i always seem to cause problems for everyone around me, especially the ones i care about; family, friends and you. it hurts me even more when i see them take for granted what they already have, the one thing i thought i wanted. i probably am better off alone, what i think i want seems to come with a whole world of problems. then again, everything in life has it downsides i guess, it's just about whether the good outweighs the bad. i should stop wanting more from life, life's a stupid whore anyway. my life is pretty awesome as it is, there's not much else i could ask for. i have an awesome family, the best friends, nice things and it's not like you were a complete dickhead. i should be more than happy, so, i will be. the door is closed, indefinitely. since you're so prepared to let go of the one person who would've been willing to give you her world, her world is gonna let go of you. i'll pull through this on my own.
i will not falter, i will not fall, i will stand tall; i will be strong.

- i am jae.