vent.

sometimes it takes intoxication and influence from your best friend for you to have the courage to say something that you wouldn't think of saying sober with the fear of causing conflict. but i guess things that bother you won't be able to resolved until you voice them, or do something about it. like, how the fuck is that stupid fly gonna die unless you smack the shit out of it?

i've been inside pretty much every sunny day this week. how sad. i love the sun. the sun reminds me of baby animals, pretty flowers, skipping and holding hands. nawhh, hehehe. it also reminds me of happiness. and wow do i sound like a hippy right now. rofl. why do i always wake up coughing? :( i don't even smoke anymore. except on the weekends, which is like one cigarette. why am i so weak all of a sudden! i need garlic and vitamin c pronto! :O i blame the coldness. I HATE WINTER GO DIE IN A HOLE HOMOOO.

ergh, i have work tonight. i can't wait to quit this homo job with all the homoness it possesses. it steals away my day and half my night :( what kind of shit is that!?

- r