phonecall.

so, after six months of not speaking to me,
me not knowing where you've been,
what you've been doing,
or who you've been with -
you decide to call out of the blue.
hah, such perfect timing,
i was just thinking about you the other day.
don't get me wrong though, i don't care about any of the above.
not anymore atleast.
after so many phone calls and arguments,
i just don't want to try anymore.
then again, it's not like you can even remember them, right?
all the phone calls i made to you,
all the arguments i had to just forget about it;
you can't remember any of them, not a single one.
so if it's only me that remembers, maybe it wasn't real.
maybe i had dreamt it all up,
maybe that guy i once knew was a figment of my imagination.
oh well, that's the past now anyway
because no matter what you try to tell me,
you're not that same boy that took my breath away.

- jae.