old habbits die hard

so, i heard this line while crunken but can't remember the song;
"you can't play a player if unless you know how to play".
it made me realise, this isn't me; i don't need you, you don't know me, this is all just fun and games. you know what i tell you and see only what i show you. you may have been an exception to my rules but my rules weren't made to be broken. i commend you though, kudos. you did well, albeit not well enough.

despite me saying this now, i was hopeful at one point.
your window is disappearing, will you try stop it?
go on, prove me wrong, little boy.

- jae.