Sunday, April 4, 2010

numb.

don't involve me in shit i don't need to be. don't say that you don't want me to be involved. you're the one that caused this. it's not my fault you're an idiot. and the fact is, i can't help but care. and because i do, i take it out on the others that haven't been idiots. which i am sorry for. i need to learn to keep my worries to myself, and stop burdening others. i'm sorry. maybe i just need space.

why does this still feel like a game to me? is it just me, or us? i can't tell anymore :( and now i wake up feeling like things aren't the same. is that just me too? or are we just destined to always be playing games. if we are, maybe this isn't what we were supposed to be all along? i'm tired. i don't want to think anymore. every week brings something new, something i didn't ask for.

- r

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