routine.

we all have that point in our lives where we question everything we know. i'm questioning everything i know, and the people too. i have to say the love i once had for you has just turned into disappointment these past few days, and i'm sorry that it played out that way. but how you let me down was something i never expected from you ever in my life, no matter how much i hurt you. i'm sorry for what i did, but you just can't expect me to accept your views now, all i want to do is push you away.

i need to get back into my old routine, where i see other people besides you. i can't let it be just you and me. i need you, me and everyone else. love is such a complicated term, i think after all this is done i'm going to think twice of who i "love". do i really love you? or just the things you do?

- r