friendship.

being a good friend is hard at times. i don't mean to change who i am. i guess it just happened unexpectedly, and that's what hurt the most. i know how that feels. but getting angry at what i do or say and not telling me what is wrong isn't going to solve anything. i'm just going to get angry at you for not trying to sort things out with me. i will admit it, i love you. these days those three words mean much more to me than you will ever comprehend. if you ever hear it from me in person. it's true. i really do. so don't try to protect me with your hurtful thoughts and feelings, i want to feel them too, and i want to understand what has changed. i hate change, so don't change just because you believe i have.

- r